Hey guys. Been a while since I posted a normal Journal entry. So much has gone on that I just don't feel or have the patience to write an entry.

So what's been going on with me???

Well, 1. I'm jobless, and currently trying to get my job back. Now before you say 'omg what'd you get fired for?!' let me tell you this. Moving has been Delayed a bit. has to have surgery soon, so please go wish her well. But, it just didn't work out for us moving in together. I don't have the patience anymore to be in California... I belong in Texas.. Most of my friends are in Texas... And the love of my life is in Texas. So, the two of us are looking for a place together. Garrett and I. Now back to the job thing. Since I have to wait a few more months for the move, I might as well go back to my job and get more income. Since I totally spent the profit from AX (LOLFAIL).

2. The move. I'm so excited to live with Garrett... mainly because I'd get to be with him all the time. I won't have to worry about a timeline of how long we get to spend with each other. That's the worse part of this relationship... the limited time we get with each other. It's quite sad... I'm still depressed and it's almost been a week. You would think after a year it'd be more easier to cope with right? Wrong. It gets harder and harder each time.

3. Garrett's surgery. It's coming up on monday... and I'm probably more nervous than he is about it. The thought of him going under the knife one more time, and this time being extremely invasive, scares me like no other... especially since I can't be there when it happens.. I can't be there to hold his hand and sit as his bedside when he wakes up... I know he'll be ok. His surgeons done over 40 of this specific surgery this year alone. Crazy, right??? I still can't help having those nerves in the back of my head... I miss him so much.

4. Boredom, Depression, and boredom. I've been so... empty not having a job. I keep trying to call my old boss... but I always get 'he's not here' or 'He's busy atm. Can I take a message?' And I have left messages many times. He's yet to return my calls. I've already spoken to him once explaining the situation. He told me that he'll talk to my supervisor and then to call him back in a day or two. Well... it's been 3 now. I've called countless times each day. Ugh!
So that of course leads me to boredom. I have nothing to do during the day... and I don't have the motivation to do anything. I'm depressed being away from Garrett... this time's worse because this 'visit' was supposed to be my permanent one... but it's not. Leaving him at the airport was the hardest thing to do... Especially that last wave and air kiss in the terminal while he's on the other side of security in the lobby.... ):
I'm a love-sick puppy... leave me alone!!!

5. MANGA!!! Garrett and I decided to write a manga We got a good story-line so far. We're still putting it together and filing in any holes. but it's getting up onto it's feet. I'm excited! I've been doing chapter art for it. Waiting for us to finish the first chapter rough draft. ^^!!! Would you guys care to read it once it's done??? O: We're hoping to pitch it to a company. I'm friends with the voice actor Sonny Strait, and I know he has his manga with Tokyopop. Hopefully he can help us out. I'm excited. Hopefully this will pass the time <3

6. Commissions. I posted an ad on Craigslist and got a good answer so far. I have someone wanting me to do their logo, and someone wants a normal commission. Hopefully I'll get a few more of those and then I can fly out to see Garrett in less than a month <3

Sooo COMMISSION ME, YA'LL!!

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Thanks for reading my rant. <3

love you guys! Art to come, promise!!!

<3 Rissa